I hate this,
I hate that,
I hate him,
I hate her,
I'm a single soul,
Bound into flash by,
Wants,desires, drives, etc.
And held in by rage.
Ever brewing more,
Ever nuilding greater,
Till I swear,
I'm gonna explode.
But there that ounce of me,
Worth being by,
Woth loving,
And that truly matters.
But its getting harder,
And harder,
To see that ounce,
For myself.
Its like my brain,
Doesn't care,
That I actually have a life,
Worth living.
Even at the level,
Where I am nothing,
I am still something,
I am Words' pawn.
He uses me,
As I use my pen,
Guiding the object in a path,
Meant to unite words in art.
And in the st
"It only hurts just once"
No,
It hurts forever.
When the scars,
Won't go away.
"They're only broken bones."
When the emotions,
You try your hardest to hide,
Come spilling out for everyone to see,
Its not the bones you care about.
"Hide the hate inside"
Never let it out,
Never show the pain,
Just keep it all in tight,
And never show you care.
Don't ever show whose there.
Sleep sounds nice,
But when one is deprived,
It becomes a necesity.
Your eyes want to close,
Your brain doesn't really work,
Anything warm and comfy,
Makes you want to snooze.
Its hard to think of later,
When its all based off of candy,
Halloween night, and the day of a lifetime.
All day with my bro,
Through school and after,
But hes very comfy,
So I'll get some sleep later
I love them,
And leave them,
Find ways to show compassion,
And in the end attract affection.
The needless emotion,
Of a lust fueled teenage mind,
That demands I keep on dating,
And leaving broken hearts.
But its not just,
Them,
Thats breaking.
The cracks,
All on my heart,
Too numerous to count,
Depict all the ladies I'm talking about.
When love beats true,
To you,
My dear enemy Affection,
A broken heart is coming fast.
But I'm tired of your ploys,
So back off,
i'm sadly,still,just,a boy.
Why Lie?
I want to die,
I want to cry,
But I dont want to be alone.
I don't want,
the inevitable,
Tomorrow,
To turn into today.
I don't want,
To see,
The man,
I never wanted to know.
Say everything I want to hear by B2GXTies, literature
Literature
Say everything I want to hear
Say you want me,
Say you need me,
Say anything,
To fill the hole in me,
I've been abandoned,
Almost daily,
The light in me,
Has all but gone out.
So do not touch me,
Don't even talk to me,
I am all gone,
Nothing left to see.
Life,
Is not worth living,
Until you find,
Your center.
Wander about,
All you want,
And do whatever,
You desire to do.
Entertain yourself,
To annoy those around you,
Make those you like,
Hate your very soul.
I hate this,
I hate that,
I hate him,
I hate her,
I'm a single soul,
Bound into flash by,
Wants,desires, drives, etc.
And held in by rage.
Ever brewing more,
Ever nuilding greater,
Till I swear,
I'm gonna explode.
But there that ounce of me,
Worth being by,
Woth loving,
And that truly matters.
But its getting harder,
And harder,
To see that ounce,
For myself.
Its like my brain,
Doesn't care,
That I actually have a life,
Worth living.
Even at the level,
Where I am nothing,
I am still something,
I am Words' pawn.
He uses me,
As I use my pen,
Guiding the object in a path,
Meant to unite words in art.
And in the st
"It only hurts just once"
No,
It hurts forever.
When the scars,
Won't go away.
"They're only broken bones."
When the emotions,
You try your hardest to hide,
Come spilling out for everyone to see,
Its not the bones you care about.
"Hide the hate inside"
Never let it out,
Never show the pain,
Just keep it all in tight,
And never show you care.
Don't ever show whose there.
Sleep sounds nice,
But when one is deprived,
It becomes a necesity.
Your eyes want to close,
Your brain doesn't really work,
Anything warm and comfy,
Makes you want to snooze.
Its hard to think of later,
When its all based off of candy,
Halloween night, and the day of a lifetime.
All day with my bro,
Through school and after,
But hes very comfy,
So I'll get some sleep later
I love them,
And leave them,
Find ways to show compassion,
And in the end attract affection.
The needless emotion,
Of a lust fueled teenage mind,
That demands I keep on dating,
And leaving broken hearts.
But its not just,
Them,
Thats breaking.
The cracks,
All on my heart,
Too numerous to count,
Depict all the ladies I'm talking about.
When love beats true,
To you,
My dear enemy Affection,
A broken heart is coming fast.
But I'm tired of your ploys,
So back off,
i'm sadly,still,just,a boy.
Why Lie?
I want to die,
I want to cry,
But I dont want to be alone.
I don't want,
the inevitable,
Tomorrow,
To turn into today.
I don't want,
To see,
The man,
I never wanted to know.
Say everything I want to hear by B2GXTies, literature
Literature
Say everything I want to hear
Say you want me,
Say you need me,
Say anything,
To fill the hole in me,
I've been abandoned,
Almost daily,
The light in me,
Has all but gone out.
So do not touch me,
Don't even talk to me,
I am all gone,
Nothing left to see.
Life its all about the "words,words,words" keeping the beat flowing like its "thirds,thirds,thirds" and its all about "getting away with murder" and anything else i'm gonna try to do. Not letting anything get in my way no matter what, and everyone who says hey, better have a reason, cuz i'm feeling alone and introverted only coming out of the shell I've built inside my walls...
Ignore the top part> i don't even know what I was saying. Anyway, Hey Guys.
i feel like dying. What do I do?
The world doesn't feel real and I feel like dying.
No purpose. I don't see a purpose to existing anymore.
I almost hacked up my arm with a steak knife tonite.
Its like I can barely control myself. My brain isn't registering fast enough what I'm doing. I'm so afraid of what this world is like and what's really in it.
Anger, lust, lack of control, fear, death, disease, insanity all of which plague me.
This isn't some angst teenage bs. Please for the love of god someone help me! Nothings working!